EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!

AAAAAAH! I'm so excited and happy!! And that's a major understatement!!

I'M GOING TO AMERICA!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!

I got home from a walk, and suddenly Caitlin said: "Charlene, I decided to go to America with you, this July."

OMGOSH I was so happy!!!!

Because my parents wouldn't let me fly alone, I propably wasn't able to go this year... and I was sad...

But now I'm HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!! Because my dream is actually coming true!
Hahahaha!! I can't wait!

Charly

abandoned...

That's right, abandoned.

That's exactly how I feel.

I feel like i'm losing all of my friends, and 2 of them can't do a thing about it, and I don't blame them at all.

It's the ones that I have close-by that abandon me.

It's already been 7 times that I had to sit through activity and seminary all by myself. Even the combined activity with 2 other branches. Figures.

I don't know why, maybe they don't feel like coming, maybe they just think I'm not enough fun to spend time with on a friday night. Although I've really been trying to be positive and happy to bring some life into the activities. But i've given up completely now.

Sasha is thinking about cancelling the activities on friday, and just having once a month when it's combined. HAH! funny...If they don't even come then, what diff does it make?
And now because nobody cares about coming, i'm losing one of the things I used to like most, friday night activities.

Thanks alot guys.

(And Ashley, I don't blame you at all, and I'm not mad at you for leaving because there just isn't a reason to be angry, you couldn't control that. I'm just mad at the people that CAN make a difference. Love you and miss you loads!!)