AARG

I propably have a lot of posts titled " AARG" by now. Just because my life IS "AARGH!!" at the moment!

So practically, I having no luck in 'Love' at all. I know I know, I can hear you think " Omgosh what are you making a fuss about you're only 16" But hey, it's not because I'm young that I have to get heartbroken OK?! Anyways... I'm hating boys right now..."hate is such a very strong word" you say? Well then I VERY STRONGLY dislike them at the moment! At least guys younger then 25. GOSH! Although this disliking will only last untill my next crush,, aargh, I hate being a teenager!

And then we still have my dearest friend Elke who is leaving in a little over a week. I mean, it's so unfair! She's been my best friend since...FOREVER! And now they're moving to HOLLAND! freakin' HOLLAND! I know it's not that far but still, far enough for me to cry my eyes out...
And I'm VERY happy to still have dearest Ashley, but the sad part is, she'll be gone in May too. And I know she can't stay in Belgium forever, but that doesn't mean I have to be happy about it. But I'm holding on to this quote that says "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

Enough of the crappy, emo, I-hate-my-life bull...crap. Let's talk about today... Well, a new day of school after 2 weeks of holidays. So that was...interesting... Because I got in a fight (well more of a discussion) with my teacher. (you know Ashley, the teacher I told you about who was going to give a whole speach about me flunking her class?) Well, her.
So practically, she gave us some exercises to do, and Anastasia was done with them, so she walks up to me and took 'Twilight' out of my backpack to look through it. And everything was ok until she puts it back on my desk, and I saw the cover sticking up. So I reached over trying to make it flat again ( And really, Anastasia, I'm not mad at all because of that.) But before I can do that my teacher grabs the book and puts it in her desk. "You shouldn't be looking at that, it's not part of the class! I have the right to take your book, if you'll be nice you'll get it back...bla bla bla" I'm like...'What the heck do you mean, if I'm nice?? I didn't do anything, I didn't even take it out!" And she responds with "don't look that angry at me, you'll get it back but finish your exercise!"
"But I'm already DONE!". So she takes the book out of her desk, drops it on the table and drops her pencasethingy on it. I mean!? It's Twilight! You don't go dropping a book like Twilight! And you deffinatly don't take it away when I finally found it and it's finally mine! Gosh (people, READ TWILIGHT!! honestly!)

So yeah, that wasn't the best start of the week. And yes, I do realise I overreacted, but I was already a little irritated (irritated, not mad or angry) because my cover was sticking up a way it wasn't supposed to... And then my teacher takes it away from me! Ok Ok, I know, no way out of this one, I overreacted...Final.

But overall it was a pretty succesful day. I tried to pay attention becauseI promised myself to actually try to get good points. And I did work along in class, even the class of that teacher.So yeah. Pretty good.

Ug! Tomorrow we're going to "Körperwelten" or however that's spelled. Yeah, so basically it's this exhibition of real human bodies! I mean, they practically laminated and sliced up human (yes, real ones!) bodies to show how it looks like. And they put these (REAL!!) skelletons in positions like, at a poker table or stuff like that. And they have these bodies that only show the muscels and stuff... EW EW EW! And my biology teacher wants to go see that? Well, yeah, biology..kinda logic... But still, I already freak out if she shows us a real human bone and passes it around in class. I just think it's kinda grewsom (sp??) to know somebody actually walked around with this bone in it's body! And tomorrow we're going to this whole exhibition of real, dead,laminated,sliced up, human bodies...

So yeah, don't expect pictures because you're not allowed to take pictures there.I wouldn't anyways, I hope not to get nightmares of this, let alone I would take pictures to remember it :s

So yeah, that's practically the status of my life right now. Not really happy but I'm trying to stay positive....And Anastasia helps me to destract my thoughts from the things I shouldn't think about because they make me sad. (Thanks Nastja!) So yeah, I'm happy, except for the parts that can make people sad for once in a while.

Today I walked around like a zombie...I was just staring out in front of me because I was so tired... I was used to waking up at 11 in the morning and actually getting up at 12-ish. And today I had to wake up at 6... I tell ya, that hurts! And still I'm here writing away in my blog :)

LOVE,
Charly!